Antantaru (AKA Douglas Cox) I'm Active Duty United States Navy, Currently stationed in Pensacola Florida at Naval Air Station. My job here is to go to school to learn how to be an Intermediate Level Avionics Electronics Technician. I won't bore you with that nonsense tho but most of my entries will have to do with Navy stuff cause I have no life other than that and this really.... Check out my best friend's blog too!

   

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May 11, 2004
HyPeR

Happy 1 year, Antantaru!

Wow. I think I went to the moon and back. I'm movin' to VA this weekend. Whee! I finally get the hell out of this artificial state where the governer catches everyone red-handed and butt-naked banging on the bathroom floor and they say, "Wasn't me!"

Last night I saw a UFO...Was cool.

Hmmm..heard about some drama concerning an online soap opera *whimpers* my poor life...my poor poor life...it sucks...I am like...so goth...that I make happy meals cry and a little raincloud follows me 24/7. "It's me against the world...and the world is winning."

Basically, I dislike drama and the whole concept of it. Look at it like this, you sad, pathetic, loser, you: someone takes a shit on you...are you going to take a shower and clean it off or are you going to let it get all hard and let yourself smell like crap (you crappy person)? Point is, life takes shits on you. It's up to you whether you want to fix the crapper or not. If that makes sense. If you like being a dingleberry who complains all the time, then I'm not going to stop you, but no one wants to hear that crap. We hear drama everyday from the fucking media. Get over yourself. If you payed more attention to the world around you and focused less on how miserable your life actually is(n't) then you'd realize what a dumbass you are. And if you like your pathetic life so much, why're you complaining about it?

There are over 12 million people starving...and that's just one other country. You're complaining while you have a roof over your head while other kids work in factories for a nickel a day to sleep on a cold floor and eat a handful of food.

I realize that life is complicated at times and can seem THAT BAD. I've been through it. But I got sick of being sad. There's no point. If you're sad all your life just because you like to be miserable to have something to bitch about since you like bitching, you'll find yourself old and probably alone, regretting that you never did anything but whine like a little girl with a skinned knee and shit. Life maybe hard, but what's stronger? You...or the stuff that makes you feel bad...you be the judge.

The End.



Posted at 09:39 pm by Loserkid
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Apr 23, 2004
My anniversary

WOOT 2day is my first year anniversary of being in the Navy. *cheer! kicks on some rave music and breaks out the glows*

Posted at 03:32 pm by Antantaru
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Apr 13, 2004
Time

I'm updating a lot of things concerning my profiles/webpage. Everything must go and be replaced. I don't have a lot of time to accomplish all that I want, but maybe someday, I'll complete that damn website I started. My VF profile is updated now. Check it. Link is in my previous entry.


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Apr 12, 2004
Not much goin on

not much today, slept all day til 5 pm after a watch for 4 hours at 4 am - 8am.... Im sick so I took nyquil and dayquil.... This weekend i'm goin up to maryland to see beth, gonna bring my digital camera and fix up our blog a bit. look forward to a cool new look on the blog monday or tuesday of next week. Today in class we ran some gear on the CASS bench... some little box that controls the firing of missiles and shit in an S3. Theres this second class petty officer in my class that always tries to make me feel negative about my job and the navy etc and tells me to not ask questions etc. Frequently tells me to "calm down shaq!" I'm like... wtf? whatever... but today we were running gear, and everyone was fawkin CLUELESS. Our instructor was obviously getting peeved and i was just standin in the background like usuall... i started sayin stuff like, dont hook that up yet, run RTT first, then put the disk in etc etc... and he's looked at me he's like tell em! i aint gonna, my job is done its up to yall now. I was like alright so i stepped up and was like hey guys stop what your doin, you gotta run RTT first to make sure the bench is good then you gotta run a confidence test on the ID to make sure its good cause if its not then how are you gonna test the WRA?? and that damn second class is like hey we know what we're doin calm down there shaq! im like ugh wtf shut up man. (didn't say it but whatever he's a second class im just an airman). So eventually they figured it out on their own.... tried hookin shit up and i was always havin to step in and be like no look here see this diagram tells you to plug the grounding strap into the ID first you havent done that yet.... then after a while they got it up and running and i basically did everything by myself cause they couldn't figure shit out and they were taking forever... *sigh* that second class also likes to tell me stuff about computers and kazaa etc that i know for a fact isn't true like stuff like, WinMX has virus's in it. and i say no... but some of the files that you can download using winmx do. and hes like nope the program itself has virus's im like wtf ever man... our instructor been havin problems with his computer and the second class had said he'd help him out with a disk that had adaware on it and all this other 'stuff' thats like 'uber haxxor'.... the other day i was like ok.. whatever *copies adaware to a disk* walked into class asked him what was wrong with his computer told him exactly how to fix it and gave him the working copy of adaware now his computer is fine.. i really REALLY don't like that second class he's a shitbag... Ok i feel better now =P

Posted at 10:38 pm by Antantaru
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d00t d00t d00t

Hi, my name's Beth. Antantaru, the sweetheart that he is, added me in his blog. Really don't know what to write...being a newbie and all. If anyone wants to see my profile, go to http://profiles.yahoo.com/loserkidpunk182 or http://vampirefreaks.com/profile.php?user=GutterRose. There's really more to me than just what I ramble on about. If you wanna chat, hit me up. My SNs are on the VampireFreaks profile. Peace!

Posted at 01:10 am by Loserkid
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Apr 11, 2004
Oh jeese

Oh crap hehe, almost forgot I had one of these old things.... Umm i'm sorry folks LOL. Where to start humm... Well lets start with the most important thing I spose. I am no longer single, I hooked up with a girl I've known since 5th grade, (thats like 9 years) we went out when we were kids in middle school. I'm pretty sure that she is the "one". hehe. Her name is Elizabeth Hilton, aka beth. Secondly, umm... yeah Im going to C-School in Oceana Virginia... soon to graduate. Gonna be going back to my ship when I do, in Norfolk. dunno what the internet situation will be like there.... Prolly none or very little.... *sigh* Uh... alot of time has passed but Dunno what all to say... Happy easter everybody!

Posted at 07:51 pm by Antantaru
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Feb 28, 2004
WOOT $$$$

Mwahahahaaa! I am now ATAN Cox... (instead of ATAA Cox) I'm an E3. Avionics Technician Airman Cox... E2 was Airman Apprentice. Next step is AT3. Avionics Technician Third Class. I'll be a Petty Officer ^_^. I just looked at my account balance and I got 586 dollars. Damn near 600. Used to get like 400-500 or so. Now I gotta take my Dress blues uniform and get that 3rd stripe sewn on soon.

Posted at 10:36 am by Antantaru
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Feb 27, 2004
Hey

whats up peeps? thought you got rid of me eh? Well think again! Yeah, my ship is pulling in this sunday and I'm to move on board monday during the day right now i'm at home for the weekend again. Seems like the net is going to be a lot harder to get onto as time goes on but I am still here and am still alive =) I'll keep yall posted with what goes on and stuff aight? Lata

Posted at 07:51 pm by Antantaru
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Feb 14, 2004
Happy Valentine's Day

Happy Valentines Day Everybody!! ^_^

Posted at 10:29 am by Antantaru
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Feb 2, 2004
Hahahahahahahahahahahah

*laughs at Janet Jackson's b00b*

Posted at 09:09 pm by Antantaru
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